The Many Designs of Small Hadron Collider

The www.smallhadroncollider.com domain name was registered on the 26th of July 2008. Yesterday, the 3rd of February 2010, marked the debut of a fully functioning website. So, what exactly have I been doing for the last 558 days?

Designing for Other People

I’m a perfectionist, which means that given unlimited time I’d never get anything finished: nothing’s ever perfect, so I would spend the rest of eternity tweaking things. Luckily, when you’re doing work for a client there is always a fixed time-span in which you must work. Having this known end-point means that you have to accept that the work you do, no matter how high quality, will never be quite perfect. But you can put up with that because, unlike you, the client is most likely not a perfectionist, and the designer’s job is to please the client, not themselves. Deadlines make perfectionists productive.

Designing for Myself

But the problem with deadlines is that they don’t really work if you set them for yourself: you know it’s just an arbitrary date and that if you went over it by a few days no one’s going to get upset. So you keep on tweaking. And the thing with tweaking is that you eventually get tired of tweaking the same thing: you’ve been tweaking it for days and it’s still not quite perfect. So you do a whole new design, one that can surely be made to be perfect. And then you tweak that for days. But it still doesn’t quite reach perfection. So you do another new design…

And that, to answer the question I started with, is what I’ve been doing with the last 558 days: I’ve been tweaking.

Some of the Designs

So, without further a do, here are some of the designs I’ve come up with in the last 558 days (you can click on the images for larger versions).

How Did I Do It?

So, how did I finally escape the endless tweaking? I’m not really sure. But I did, and that’s the important thing.